Entry 4

Well, today is another day stuck inside and even more mentally tired with the weather outside. I couldnt make it to help with youth last night with the snow. I dont quite have off road tires for the wheelchair yet. haha. Today I am feeling pretty tired, not like not enough sleep tired, but mentally and physically exhausted. I am really weak and I'm not sure if thats a result of just being ill or what. Passing the two week mark now, I have some appointments coming up that we hope to shed some light on what is going on. A good friend of mine asked me if thought this was Gods plan for my life to go through this. I don't think God ever intends people to become ill or suffer in that way but I think that God will use me regardless to fulfill the plan that he already has for my life. I believe that He knew this would happen, and is capable of taking it away, and I pray that He will do just that.

Wishing my legs would work,

Tyler